procrastination.

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1. Does your mom like the last person you kissed?
no, but she doesn't need to.

2. What's the worst thing you've gone through in the past year?
everything that I've gone through with family.

Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
yes

3. Ily or I love you?
i love you

4. Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot to you?
yes. :)

5. Do you remember who you had a crush on in eighth grade?
8th grade? lmao, yes. A guy named Danny.

6. Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three days?
yep!

7. Who were you last on the phone with?
Sky

8. Have you ever trusted someone too much?
of course

9. Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
from time to time. Most times not though...

10. How do you know the last male you talked to?
he's my Daddy/Dom/Lover/Boyfriend

11. What did you have for breakfast?
nothing, I wasn't hungry

12. Meet any new people this year?
yep :)

13. Do you take any medication on a daily basis?
nope.

14. At what age will you get married?
no one knows the future...

15. Describe how you feel right now in one word?
overload

16. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
yes :)

17. Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
i hope so!

18. Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
at some point I'm sure...

19. Who hugged you last?
Sky

20. Who last put their arms around you?
Sky!

21. What are you currently waiting for?
Sky to get home.

22. Would you say that you're adventurous?
I think so...

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
considering Sky and I have been dating more than 6 months, I'd say yes.

24. Do you always answer your phone?
not always

25. Person you used to have feelings for shows up at your house, you say:
hello

26. Ever been to the house of the opposite sex when no one was home?
yes.

27. Is there anyone that hates you right now?
not that i know of

28. Who was the last person you kissed?
Sky

29. Do you believe love lasts forever?
yes.

30. Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
I hope not! He sounded happy on the phone!

31. Do you fall for people easily?
no

32. Where were you last night at 11 pm?
on the couch in Sky's arms

33. Would you ever consider living with anyone on your top friends?
eh

35. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
a few?

36. What was the last movie you watched?
Office Space

37. Has 2009 been good for you so far?
:) yes. Considering it is the year that I met Sky.

38. You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
you caught me

39. Are you dating the very last person you kissed?
yep.

40. Are you happy with the choices you've made?
it's the only way to live.

41. Did you have a good weekend?
nope

42. Who was the last to hold your hand?
Sky

43. Do you like school?
not in currently

44. Miss anything from your past?
yes

45. Like to cuddle?
:) yes

46. Who last gave you their number?
hmmm... can't remember

Boredom sets in.

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1.What was the last thing you put in your mouth? : water

2.Where was your profile picture taken? on here? I made it myself in photoshop. Snazzy.

3.Can you play Guitar Hero? : not well

4.Name someone who made you laugh today? : Platinum

5.How late did you stay up last night and why? Little after 11 because I was talking with Platinum

7. Ever been kissed under fireworks? : Yes!!! :-D

8. Which of your friends lives closest to you? : Where I live? Sky! In the same house!

9. Do you believe ex's can be friends? : definitely

10. How do you feel about Dr Pepper? : gross

11. When was the last time you cried really hard? : Saturday

12. Who took your profile picture? : I made it. Geesh!

13. Who is the last person you took a picture of? : Myself.

14. Was yesterday better than today? : nope, today will be better than yesterday

15. Can you live a day without TV? : definitely

16. Are you upset about anything? : currently? yes

17. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? : of course

19. Night out or night in? : depends. Because I haven't seen Sky in over a week I feel like I want to be all cozy with him, so night in.

20. What items could you not go without during the day? : cell, love, food, air, etc etc

21. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? : my cousin

22. What does the last text message in your inbox say? "Phonezoo; ringtone link ..." etc etc, don't feel like typing it all out.

23. How do you feel about your life right now? : On one hand, it is falling apart and on the other hand it is stronger and happier than ever.

24. Do you hate any one? : nope

25. If we were to look in your Facebook inbox, what would we find? : messages...

26. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass? : yep

27. Has anyone ever called you perfect before? : mmhmm

28. What song is stuck in your head? : Bad Romance by Lady GaGa

29. Someone knocks on your window at 2:00 a.m., who do you want it to be? : Hmmm... Bubbles and Shrew wanting some ACTION!!!! :-D

30. Do you want to have grand kids before you’re 50? : before I'm 50? um... sure?

31. Name something you have to do tomorrow? : see Sky!!!!!!!!!!

32. Do you think too much or too little? : too much

33. Do you smile a lot? : YES! :-D

Music of my Life

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Directions: If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be?

So, here’s how it works:
1. Open your music library or mp3 player
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the Next button.
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool.
7. Don’t skip songs.

My Movie:
(1) Opening credits:
Sweet Home Alabama by Lynyrd Skynyrd
(2) Waking up: Bombastic Love by Britney Spears
(3) First day of school: Pretty Baby by Vanessa Carlton
(4) Fight Song: Whisper by Evanescence
(5) Breaking up: Let me Fall by Josh Gracin
(6) Happiness: That's where it is by Carrie Underwood
(7) Life’s okay: Misery Business by Paramore
(8) Mental breakdown: Soldier by Eminem
(9) Driving: Tied Down by Colbie Caillat
(10) Flashback: Listen to Your Heart by DHT
(11) Getting back together: Mean by P!nk
(12) Wedding: When I grow up by The Pussycat dolls
(13) Birth of a child: Come Together by Carly Smithson
(14) Final battle: Strike It Up (Sensitive Mix) by Black Box
(15) Death scene: I will Always love you by Whitney Houston
(16) Funeral song: Where is the Love by Black Eyed Peas
(17) End credits: Through the Rain by Mariah Carey.


My IPOD comes up with the weirdest things on shuffle...

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Fun little game...

1 – Go to Wikipedia:
The first random Wikipedia article title that you get will be the name of your band.

2 – Go to The Quotations Page random quotations:
The last four words of the very last quote on the page will be the title of your album.

3 – Go to Flickr and “explore the last seven days”:
The third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 – Use your art software to mix it all up. Post it.


Second Survey

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Have you ever ran until you puked or your muscles locked?
yes, it was not pleasant

Do you know anybody named Lewis?
yep

Can you think of a time when your pants were falling down and you didn’t care?
ummm, no.

Do you believe in God?
yes

If an alien were to come down right now, would you explain to him what Earth is or would you report it to the FBI?
I'd explain. FBI would just think I'm crazy.

Do you listen to screamo music?
no.

Do you eat meat?
yes.

Do you live close to your relatives?
at the moment, no.

What everyday object do you consider useless?
clocks, cell phones have replaced them.

If someone has severe BO, will you tell them?
depends. But probably in a nice way.

Is wearing camouflage in the city/around the house stylish or pointless?
depends on the person

Do you remember the “IDK, my BFF Jill” commercials?”
yes, and I remember my junior AP english teacher doing the impression

Have you ever been knocked out/fainted?
yes.

Think you’ll get any tattoos or piercings in the future?
yes

Are hats a part of your daily outfit?
no.

Have you ever bought a Weird Al Yankovic CD?
no

Do you handle blood well?
I think so

Do you know your bloodtype?
yep

Can you memorize strings or numbers/letters and repeat them a time later?
depends

Have you ever thought a movie would be better on drugs? Which one?
probably, but I've never done them and never plan on doing them so it's pointless

Have you ever smelt like mini donuts?
um, I don't think so

Do you pronounce the ‘h’ in ‘what’?
everyone does hopefully. It's like the 'h' in the beginning of hush.

Is there anything for which you can barely contain your excitement?
sex

Have you ever had an idea you think would be worth money?
yep

Do you have ready access to anything illegal?
um, I could if I wanted I'm sure

Do you avoid ladders, weak mirrors, or black cats?
nope

Do you have the curse of curves?
not a curse

Ever made out for 30 minutes or more?
yep

Can you handle the mosh pit?
um... yes

Wouldn’t a black-light be cool to have in your room?
not with the amount of semen that's in it!

What annoys you most in a movie theatre?
people talking during the movie

Would you date someone who smokes?
I am currently

What are you excited about?
seeing my cat in two days

Who will you be with Saturday night?
no idea. Probs my mom since I'm flying in on Saturday morning

What woke you up this morning?
nothing, just woke up peacefully

Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind?
of course, sky!

Do you like snakes?
yes.

Do you bite your lips a lot?
yep.

Did you brush your teeth this morning?
yes.

Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?
no.

Are you in a good mood right now?
yes :)

The phone rings right now, what do you say?
"hello"

What is wrong with you right now?
um... nothing?

What are you drinking?
water

How is your hair?
un-did.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yes

Have you met anyone recently that you feel like you've known for years?
yep.

Do you speak another language other than English?
yes

What is something you really want right now?
movie theater popcorn.

What are you NOT looking forward to?
Hahaha, tomorrow

Where will you be 2 hours from now?
home.

Can you make yourself sneeze?
um... with pepper

Are you easily confused?
sometimes

Where were you at 9am this morning?
computer room

Do you fall for people easily?
no.

Do you get over people easily?
depends

Last thing you got in the mail?
bank statement

What are you listening to right now?
Season Finale of Buffy season one

How has the week been?
good :)

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
yes. To my mom.

Are you signed onto AIM?
no

How many windows are open on your computer?
four.

My 1st Survey.

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1. If you could pick one person to fall in love with you, who would you pick?:
Sky.

2. Ever had a run in with the police? How did that go?:
Hahaha, sort of. It was a gated community's police. They stopped me and two of my friends because we were "suspicious". Then we ended up running from them and I fell into a huge pile of mud. Fun times.

3. Name three things you want to do before you kick the bucket.:
Be a mom, go to Paris, work in an animal shelter

4. Do you think Obama will be assassinated, or will he survive his term?:
Survive.

5. Last time you felt suicidal?:
Wait a depressing question. When I was 13 or 14. teenagers...

6. Do you think we'll have another ice age?:
Eventually.

7. Last time you had butterflies?:
Last night.

8. If you could be any animal for a day, what would you chose?:
a cat

9. Who is one person who always understands you, no matter what?:
Sky.

10. What time is it?:
4:17 PM.

11. Who always keeps you on your toes?:
Sky

12. Biggest asshole you know?:
Jeremy

13. What color skin do you have? Do you tan or anything?:
Olive? only naturally.

14. Ever wrote a really sick poem/song about someone or something?:
sick as in twisted? yes. sick as in awesome? well duh.

15. If you were a god, what are some of the things you'd do?:
Cure cancer. Make people more tolerate.

16. Who is a lot like you?:
Manhattan

17. Ever used that sunscreen that turned your skin purple or green or whatever?:
LMAO, yeah!!! The purple ones. you knew it was rubbed in when there was no more purple. That stuff was the shiz.

18. Where would you like to live after you move out?:
Um, already done.

19. What's one thing that's stressing you out right now?:
NaNoWriMo

20. Do you think you'd survive in the army?:
*wide eyed* no

21. When was the last time you really got under someone's skin?:
Two weeks ago.

22. How's your heart lately?:
overfilled. But I'm not complaining.

23. What's one thing someone told you they'd do but they never owned up to?:
Well it's a secret, so I can't tell...

24. Last person to take your breath away?:
Sky. Awwwwwwwww...

25. Do you think everyone has an unavoidable destiny, or do we decide our own future through choices?:
Look at Oedipus, it is called destiny for a reason. Even our choices will lead us there.

26. When will be/was your eighteenth birthday?:
Little over a year ago.

27. Are you Christian?:
Yep

28. Last time you parted ways from someone (either a break-up or stopped talking to someone)?:
Um...

29. Last time you gave/received a blowjob?:
mouth on cock- yesterday. to completion-Saturday

30. Do you prefer to settle things peacefully, or do you think war is necessary?:
I PREFER peace, but do believe unfortunately in our world that war is needed. Most unfortunate.

31. Last time you had sex?:
Yesterday

32. Spit or swallow?:
Proudly swallow. I've never spit!

33. What's one thing you dislike about your physical appearance?:
this one part...

34. Ever dated someone overly clingy?:
yes

35. Did you ever believe that your heart was really heart shaped?:
Doesn't everyone when they are young?

36. Ever been stabbed? Whether it was by a knife or something else?:
yep, with a pencil. Still have the scar.

37. Ever placed a "kick me" sign on someone's back, or had it done to you?:
Nope.

38. Do you know anyone who is currently battling cancer?:
yes.

39. Do you believe in a higher power?:
Yep.

40. Do you have an open heart or are you careful of who you let in?:
friends- extremely open. more than friends- very careful

41. Do you hate anyone?:
No

42. What's one scary nightmare you had when you were little?:
It had a dinosaur that ate people.

43. Last person you wrote a song/poem about?:
Sky.

44. Ever did "sexual things" at a public place, like a playground?:
Hells ya!

45. Last time you did something you really didn't want to do?:
Today :P

46. Who has changed your life for the better during the past year?:
Sky

47. Do you know anyone in a wheelchair?:
mmhmm

48. Did you ever leave someone because you know you'd hurt them?:
no.

49. Last thing you bought?:
Diet coke.

50. Were you a planned child?:
nope

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1. If you were to throw a message in a bottle into the ocean what would you have written on it?:
Um, well that depends on the circumstances

2. What do you keep on your nightstand?:
in my old nightstand- sex toys, batteries, and a couple granola bars

3. If you smoke weed, do you think you'll still do it in ten years?:
I don't and never have. :O

4. Would you rather drink wine or beer?:
Wine

5. Is there an old friend that you'd like to hang out with soon? Who?:
Platinum!!!

6. Who was the last person you told how you honestly felt? What did you tell them? What did they say back?:
Sky. I told him how much I truly love him and how he has done so much for me that I am truly 100% his. He kissed me and told me that he loved me too. :) it was sweet. There were even tears of joy on my part.

7. Who did you last say "I love you" to, not romantically?:
One of my guy friends.

8. Have you ever thought of the irony in the name 'Civil War'?:
not until this moment.

9. Would you rather be in a room with all black lights or strobe lights?:
Strobe.

10. What was the last thing you made from scratch?:
Mashed Sweet Potatoes mashed with bananas to give them that extra "pow"

11. Have you ever peed your pants from laughing so much..after the age of 12?:
no

12. Isn't it annoying how there are so many Christmas commercials already?:
um... no

13. When you were 10 years old, what did you want to be when you grew up?:
A lawyer

14. Would you rather work in an office or work outside all day?:
Office

15. When did you last run a mile? How long did it take you?:
uhhhh... middle school? I think it was like 10 minutes or something.

16. When you really want to just sit down and think, where do you go?:
bathroom. I know. I'm weird.

17. What was the last thing your mom or dad told you to do? Did you do it?:
Um... get out of her house. Yes I did. lol... okay, that probably wasn't funny...

18. Are you more physically or mentally strong?:
Mentally.

19. If you HAD to choose one would you rather go into the Marines or Air Force?:
Marines. The Marines are AWESOME!!!

20. Would you rather end world hunger or end hatred? Why?:
Hatred. If you ended hatred more people would more likely contribute to end world hunger.